Post by Chris on Oct 24, 2014 3:50:09 GMT
Do you think I am more like a part Chinese-boy than a real person?
Do you believe I did everything I could to be white? Do you think my problems have mostly been from other people? Like the pressure I feel to be more Chinese or more unappealing since I am just a mix?
Do you want me to be more Chinese than white, when I want to be more white? If you were me, would you want to be more white, or are you tricking me that being white isn't that good and not really addictive to you to say you have?
Do you think people are mad at me these days, whereas before I got more respect from anyone who ever knew I was skinny before? How do you explain this anger? Jealousy, therefore wanting me to move away and get in trouble somehow and then change and be uglier and not like the race I want? You believe people can't pick to be worth it, even? Like, an animal, you'd torture and mess around with them?
Do you believe I did everything I could to be white? Do you think my problems have mostly been from other people? Like the pressure I feel to be more Chinese or more unappealing since I am just a mix?
Do you want me to be more Chinese than white, when I want to be more white? If you were me, would you want to be more white, or are you tricking me that being white isn't that good and not really addictive to you to say you have?
Do you think people are mad at me these days, whereas before I got more respect from anyone who ever knew I was skinny before? How do you explain this anger? Jealousy, therefore wanting me to move away and get in trouble somehow and then change and be uglier and not like the race I want? You believe people can't pick to be worth it, even? Like, an animal, you'd torture and mess around with them?
